Teeth​-​marks on my Tongue

by K.C. Clifford

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1.
Can’t sleep in my own skin tonight Guess I’ll hurry up and wait for the dawn Don’t know how to say it right But my world feels wrong I’ve been a lover, and a liar, I’ve been a poet and cheat I’ve been to far off places where they ain’t got nothing left to eat I’ve been the hero daughter with the picture perfect family And I’ve played some real convincing victims in life’s tragedies And it seems I’ve spent my whole life trying to find my way home Everybody’s got something to give They got a right to freedom, got one life to live And most people hold the keys to their prison doors But I would give all I’ve got to live for just one day where I didn’t feel alone Cause it seems I’ve spent my whole life trying to find my way home And I’ve been searching for the answers; I’ve been diving for the truth But I keep coming back up empty handed and I’m feeling like a fool And I am praying for the Savior to come and rescue me Cause I’m drowning underneath the weight of all that I am supposed to be And it seems I’ve spent my whole life trying to find my way home And just when I thought that all my dreams were real Thought I’d finally found the end of the Yellow Brick Road I pulled the curtain back, only to reveal that the wizard’s just some old guy With a new angle, well what do you know? Hey Dorothy could you score me a pair of those sparkly reds? Hey Dorothy could you score me a pair of those sparkly reds? Cause there ain’t no place There ain’t no place like There ain’t no place like home There ain’t no place like it
2.
I’m dusting off my heartstrings Finding out they can still sing love songs You touch me gently and I am slain Washed with emotions I can’t contain And the moon is rising Oh the fickle sky is compromising its lilacs for blues And I’m falling for you My smile betrays me I cannot hide My heart falls open you swim inside- you’re in the deep end So excuse my tears dear I must explain They’re pools of joy that I can’t restrain- you’re under my skin And you’re stopping in the middle of the street just to look in my eyes And I know they are telling you secrets that I cannot deny And you’re dropping kisses on my cheeks and it’s so impossibly true I am falling for you I wanna tell you too much, I wanna tell you so much, I wanna tell you how much I adore you And I am falling for you
3.
I don’t like the taste of your words in my mouth I don’t like the smile on your face I am not quite sure where it all went south But I noticed you made a quick escape I don’t like to see you waving like you’re still my friend I don’t like your disregard for history I will not sit back and play your game of pretend Cause you are not who you claim to be You paint yourself in a world with a ladder to the stars You’re supernaturally blameless You count on colorful deceptions to cover who you are You’re supernaturally blameless I don’t like hearing about the lies that you weave I don’t like your shallow ways I used to hope that you were secretly deep That hope will cost more than it pays Someday you’ll be standing all alone With nothing but the truth to be known And you will see all that you’ve done to me It’ll happen supernaturally
4.
If you told me there were a million miles between my heart and you I would buy myself a million pair of shoes If you showed me there was a mountain high to climb before we’re through I would buy myself a million pair of shoes I would walk right over the ocean I would leap from star to star Oh, if I got the notion I’d find my way to Mars If you told me there were a million miles between my heart and you I would buy myself a million pair of shoes No matter how long or how far I travel my heart will always choose you I would buy myself a million pair of shoes And let the critics scoff, let the skeptics heckle, they have never known love so true I would buy myself a million pair of shoes I would walk right over the ocean I would leap from star to star Oh, if I got the notion I’d find my way to Mars If you told there were a million miles between my heart and you I would buy myself a million pair of shoes
5.
We are standing at the point of reckoning Watching closely as this chapter’s pages turn Up ahead I see the choices beckoning Do we rebuild the bridge, or let the old thing burn? And I’ve spent countless hours measuring the silence I’ve got sleepless nights and teeth-marks on my tongue I can no longer let your pendulum define us Hold my breath and wait to see which way it swung And oh, we’ve got too much history to walk with our losses Even so, there can be no more staying and salting our sores Although it is no mystery the price it would cost To take the wheel of this wedge and re-chart its course I’ve seen your dance so many times I can imitate it It seems you think my life is your revolving door Oh but the line is fine between love and need Between truth and what is jaded And is this empty mess worth fighting for? And I’m sorting through what is true love and what’s merely obligation? Could this be your capricious heart, or my own expectations? So tell me, is the horse dead yet? Tell me, is the horse dead, yet?
6.
Dance with me And I’ll dance with you I’ll try to let you lead as we one two and three Like our grand-folks used to do Dance with me Dance with me Cause you are to me What the sunlight is for stained glass Oh you are to me What the sunlight is for stained glass So let’s dance Laugh with me And I’ll laugh with you Let’s shake off the dust from the little kids within us And giggle an hour or two Laugh with me Laugh with me There are purples and reds Greens and yellows and pinks Blues and oranges too All of my colorful saved up wishes come out When I spend time with you When I spend time with you Dream with me And I’ll dream with you And while we’re asleep we’ll have secrets to keep Just between me and you Dream with me Dream with me So let’s dance Let’s laugh Let’s dream, let’s live, let’s love let’s learn let’s be.
7.
She was a yellow haired girl on a weekend night at the Dairy Queen With her boyfriend Billy, on the hood of his truck Watching cars with his hand on her knee She’d take turns snapping her gum and sipping her shake She’d say, “Baby I know that you’ve got what it takes. You’re gonna go far, you’re gonna be a rock and roll star.” Billy traded his John Deere tractor for a Marshall amp and a brand new Fender guitar He’s gonna go far, he’s gonna be a rock and roll star Now she’s sittin’ in a booth at the back of some joint off of State Road 41 Billy’s got a gig and some record label big wigs from down in Austin are gonna come And she’s all dolled up drinking a long neck beer Everybody’s dancing, it’s oh so clear He’s gonna go far, he’s gonna be a rock and roll star Ah, Ah Rock-n-roll… Billy’s on his knee with the shiny diamond ring he bought with record label cash Yeah, they’re the king and queen of the Austin music scene, and it’s all happening really fast And she’s standing at the door like so many days before Cause Billy’s heading out on another month long tour He’s gonna go far, he’s gonna be a rock and roll star Now Billy’s always trashed and smoking some kind of hash in his phone calls from the road And she’s fed up with this rock and roll life, it’s like a Behind the Music episode And she’s packing her bags, she’s gonna head back home On the kitchen table she leaves him a note “You’ve really gone far, Billy you’re a rock and roll star” She was a yellow haired girl on a weekend night at the Dairy Queen
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Try Easy 02:56
You’re straddling the fence You’re walking on the line We could both be dead before you make up your mind It’s really common sense There’s nothing left to know You just gotta free your head and let your heart go And just once in your life don’t try hard Try easy Cause love is simple if you let it be And love is simple when you try easy This is no time to think Let’s not analyze All the answers that you seek are here in my eyes Cause I am not the kind Who’ll play you like a fool When you are with me you’ve got nothing to prove So just once in your life don’t try hard Try easy Cause love is simple if you let it be And love is simple if you try easy One boy, one girl Two hearts in a big, big world There is no mystery Come on let’s try easy Cause love is simple if you let it be And love is simple when you try easy
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Caroline 01:03
10.
In early September, 1967, when I was but a twinkle in their eyes My mother took a chance on an unknown romance and my father took her by surprise She was an artist and a teacher, an avid reader; he played on campus in a band And he didn’t expect to need her, she didn’t think he’d please her, neither one was in the other’s plans And her words are a canvas And he strums along Their harmony’s clear and their melody is strong This is my legacy This is where I belong I’m destined to be a writer Of love, love, love songs Hmmmmm… In the spring of ’71, she gave birth to their firstborn son, and Dad waved them goodbye for Vietnam They’d write a letter a day, each night they would hope and pray that God would see fit to bring him safely home The rest is history, Dad came home and Mom had me, and I completed the family’s tree And with a little luck and some help from God, my parents defied the odds, and they still celebrate anniversaries
11.
Pennies in fountains, Candles on cakes Starlight that shines through a glass windowpane These are the shapes that our wishes will take as we grow And I wished for a Barbie and pink roller-skates I wished for that sweet boy to ask for a date And though most of my wishes have passed Some have stayed as I go. Cause I still wish I knew the answers before they asked the questions I wish that the sky could be nothing but blue I wish mothers and daughters could always be best friends And I wish for a love that is true And I wish that all the big girls could feel free to dance Just like all the little girls do And if heaven would grant me just one single chance I would wish all these wishes for you. I’ve learned to be patient, cause wishes take time They may come true tomorrow or years down the line And our hopes give them life and a chance that they might come to be. Cause I still wish I knew the answers before they asked the questions I wish that each mouth could have plenty of food I wish fathers would always encourage their sons And I wish for a love that is true. And I wish that every heart could know what it is to give love And be loved in return. And I wish for strength, to live this life well And to pass on the lessons I’ve learned. Starlight, star bright Very first star I see tonight Oh I wish I may, I wish I might Have the wish I wish tonight. Cause I still wish I knew the answers before they asked the questions I wish that the sky could be nothing but blue I wish mothers and daughters could always be best friends And I wish for a love that is true And I wish that every heart could know what it is To give love and be loved in return. And I wish for strength to live this life well And to pass on the lessons I’ve learned.
12.
Katie Don’t talk to strangers And cover your head child Be aware of the dangers Oh Katie A heart with no fences Who could imagine Something so senseless? And as you reach for the stars Just like you’re climbing on the counter for the cookie jar You’re feet are still dancing in the garden of our hearts And you’re trailing stardust Through the front yard Katie A smile like the sunshine And laughter like the rain After a dry time Oh Katie You gave us wings You lent us eyes to see All those pretty shiny things Katie Grace undiminished We saw the dance start But you never finished Oh Katie Run to your Daddy Don’t be afraid child We know you’ll be happy And Katie Don’t talk to strangers

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On K.C.'s second full-length album, the lines were blurred between folk, country twang and pop. Essential.

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released August 24, 2004

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K.C. Clifford Oklahoma City, Oklahoma

K.C. Clifford is a three-time Woody Guthrie Award-winning singer/songwriter from Oklahoma City.

These days she splits her time between her two lifelong dreams: music and motherhood. She and her husband, musician David Broyles, live in Oklahoma City with their two children.
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